I fall more in love with you the further I stray.
Because you without distraction,
Means me without distraction.
Both of our businesses bloom when we're apart.
Which makes the sapiosexual in me,
wish this shit didn't have to be so God damn hard.
But you have demons. And so do I.
And our attraction towards one another makes us dive deeper into a demonic cesspool of disgust and disdain.
Hating yourself, hating myself, hating me, hating you .
I feel like there was a time,
where our love wasn't so hard to intertwine.
In that lifetime, our timeline was sooo divine.
I got to love you with ease, our hands interlocking in the breeze...
mine hand brushing your cheek,
they rose, ever so pleased.
But that time was eons ago, a lifetime times 2x.
In this lifetime the test was not to love you, but to leave you knowing in this life I'd never truly see you.
Your soul I know,
Your ego I don't.
Loving you means sleepless nights filled with anguish and pain,
sorrow and blame
and in time, maybe even bloody veins.
Oh my baby boy, my twin flame, my eternal love that I can't display.
I pray you peace
I pray your prosperity
But most of all I pray you divinity.
You are a divine being who has lost your path.
A beautiful soul, too broken to pass.
I love you J, I love you so.
But loving me, is letting me go.
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